Guess what!!
U r in ur room smoking and working. Suddenly u get an email and all tht u want to do for the rest of ur life becomes lucid clear. This is n't sm fantasy filled story frm the likes of rudyard kipling or J Rowling. It really happened for true!!!
Atleast I can say, I have a vision now...and I m sure what I m going to do with my life.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
The whole idea of being in Love
(partly based on fiction)
I was just wondering today about the changes one perceives around him when he is in love. well, its not my first time but I m sure this one is more genuine and with a flare. That doesnt mean my past was nt that intimate but yeah, I really feel some burning sensation for the present relationship. I proposed her a week back and she gently rejected saying "U r a nice guy, I want to be with you but even if I try I just can't". Now that's pretty interesting. What a kool way to turn someone down. But as they say, every cloud has a silver lining. I fumbled into her asking if that was all btw we two. Supposedly, she realized. Afterall, I m a NICE GUY. A 4 hr long chat....silence prevails and a wretched voice frm the other end....."Lets try this." It wasnt a complete YES neither was a NO. Kind of a centrist attitude.
Now with the time I m feeling as if my engrossment of all divin love like feelin is on a passing phase and someone frm the other end wants to be more firm into it. Lets see where it all shapes.
The bottom line is, I m still njoin my single status but in a committed way.....I guess I m in luv again!!!!
(partly based on fiction)
I was just wondering today about the changes one perceives around him when he is in love. well, its not my first time but I m sure this one is more genuine and with a flare. That doesnt mean my past was nt that intimate but yeah, I really feel some burning sensation for the present relationship. I proposed her a week back and she gently rejected saying "U r a nice guy, I want to be with you but even if I try I just can't". Now that's pretty interesting. What a kool way to turn someone down. But as they say, every cloud has a silver lining. I fumbled into her asking if that was all btw we two. Supposedly, she realized. Afterall, I m a NICE GUY. A 4 hr long chat....silence prevails and a wretched voice frm the other end....."Lets try this." It wasnt a complete YES neither was a NO. Kind of a centrist attitude.
Now with the time I m feeling as if my engrossment of all divin love like feelin is on a passing phase and someone frm the other end wants to be more firm into it. Lets see where it all shapes.
The bottom line is, I m still njoin my single status but in a committed way.....I guess I m in luv again!!!!
Looking in the past
"Well, its 4 am in the morning. I cant have any sleep. My eyes are paining but I don feel tired. I am just feeling rejuvenated. Waiting for the dawn to break and a new day to arrive. Desperately waiting for her call. Seems, life has come to a halt. Its too pathetic but still I can see a ray of hope coming thru the window. yes, its a full moon nite.
I am listening to some of the oldies, all of them are romantic hits where the actor gets into some pain and tries to comfort him with singing some soft melodies. I have tried my best to be the most ideal and perfect person in this world. Have taken oath so many times not to harm any individual. Keep doing good to everyone. Still, I land in difficult situations. I know they are just momentarily and often more aggravated by my own assumptions. However, I just cant resist loving her. Its almost 13 days and I havent heard her voice. Life is coming to an end. Praying day and nite to ameliorate things. Hope the coming dawn will bring some smile to my gloomy life.
June 10th '06
Rishu
Mumbai"
"Well, its 4 am in the morning. I cant have any sleep. My eyes are paining but I don feel tired. I am just feeling rejuvenated. Waiting for the dawn to break and a new day to arrive. Desperately waiting for her call. Seems, life has come to a halt. Its too pathetic but still I can see a ray of hope coming thru the window. yes, its a full moon nite.
I am listening to some of the oldies, all of them are romantic hits where the actor gets into some pain and tries to comfort him with singing some soft melodies. I have tried my best to be the most ideal and perfect person in this world. Have taken oath so many times not to harm any individual. Keep doing good to everyone. Still, I land in difficult situations. I know they are just momentarily and often more aggravated by my own assumptions. However, I just cant resist loving her. Its almost 13 days and I havent heard her voice. Life is coming to an end. Praying day and nite to ameliorate things. Hope the coming dawn will bring some smile to my gloomy life.
June 10th '06
Rishu
Mumbai"
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Date with a Mermaid.....
She was there all alone
Smiling, fondling, with a deep caring look.
As if asking, ohh lord wats in me that u seeking for...
my beauty, my soul is never mine..its all bestowed to thy sake.
I touched her with a divine feel
as if not a neatly carved flesh
I can see the greatest irony
all aghast is "Me" in me.
Not again the same legend
Not again the same destiny
Not again the sordid tale
that I alwayz wanted to retreat
She offered a Kiss
but there was no touching
I felt the warmth
and caressed
She bent over and asked gently
for how long thy be looking at me
I gasped with blinking eyes
cant help admiring ur beauty
Our fingers locked in
with a pinch of nails
Her soft delight
was soothing and sore
She smiled at me
with a frozen look
asking me when will I leave
It was dark na na darker
infact the darkiest that can be
was AM 2 and she sleepy
I gave a hug n left......
with some wishes and hopes
and glares in my eyes
to meet this mermaid
again n again....
To feel again the same untouched kiss
to feel again the same soothing pinch
To feel again the same audacity of emotional "Me"
To feel again the same fear of being marooned!!!!
She was there all alone
Smiling, fondling, with a deep caring look.
As if asking, ohh lord wats in me that u seeking for...
my beauty, my soul is never mine..its all bestowed to thy sake.
I touched her with a divine feel
as if not a neatly carved flesh
I can see the greatest irony
all aghast is "Me" in me.
Not again the same legend
Not again the same destiny
Not again the sordid tale
that I alwayz wanted to retreat
She offered a Kiss
but there was no touching
I felt the warmth
and caressed
She bent over and asked gently
for how long thy be looking at me
I gasped with blinking eyes
cant help admiring ur beauty
Our fingers locked in
with a pinch of nails
Her soft delight
was soothing and sore
She smiled at me
with a frozen look
asking me when will I leave
It was dark na na darker
infact the darkiest that can be
was AM 2 and she sleepy
I gave a hug n left......
with some wishes and hopes
and glares in my eyes
to meet this mermaid
again n again....
To feel again the same untouched kiss
to feel again the same soothing pinch
To feel again the same audacity of emotional "Me"
To feel again the same fear of being marooned!!!!
Best of Luck
Some thing that u gonna listen whenever ur frnds or smbdy whum u kno finds u appearing fr smthing different frm ur usual stuffs. Sounds gud when its fr sm kind of exm, interview or smthing really imp fr u. But now ppl have a habbit to cliche it using numerous times even on smthing totally out of context.
For e.g, If I say I gonna go fr a date, Ppl frm backside start cheering BOL rishu Best of luck!!!
I think, I think and I think....wat was that BOL for??? And then u see a very weird smile on their faces as if they r trying to explain the hidden meaning of Best of luck......I looked into his eyes....a very different look trying to say smthing......Best of luck....na na...Breast of Luck!!!!! OR Best of F**k!!!!
The chucking ends n u go away on ur way....
Some thing that u gonna listen whenever ur frnds or smbdy whum u kno finds u appearing fr smthing different frm ur usual stuffs. Sounds gud when its fr sm kind of exm, interview or smthing really imp fr u. But now ppl have a habbit to cliche it using numerous times even on smthing totally out of context.
For e.g, If I say I gonna go fr a date, Ppl frm backside start cheering BOL rishu Best of luck!!!
I think, I think and I think....wat was that BOL for??? And then u see a very weird smile on their faces as if they r trying to explain the hidden meaning of Best of luck......I looked into his eyes....a very different look trying to say smthing......Best of luck....na na...Breast of Luck!!!!! OR Best of F**k!!!!
The chucking ends n u go away on ur way....
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