Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Sitting in my closet I keep on pondering bout whu I m so that I may scribble somewrds that u may find amusing. Deep thinking....Deeper even ....I cudnt think of any character trait. Amaging na, U dont even kno what u r...perhaps a narcissist or a solipsist or someone too mean and aggressive. I dont know. Thinking that this is the toughest of all answers, Whu am I...

I see Life, and I find that it has got so many laurels for me. Just i need to do is to grab them. So simple isnt it? But at the same time, I see my pals, my friends, My inner soul and obviously my soulmate whu are alwayz there with me sharing all the goodies I am accounting with them. One sudden change...Phew!!!! Seems everything gone. Nobody there, U r alone in this mortal world. U think and think and think.....alas, no answer. Only a sound that why r u here. For whom U r living.....

A silence.......continues till everything blacks out. U enter a vicious circle of"shunya" where u keep on remembering all good things bout u, ur life, ur dreams, ur achievements.
Looking carefully, I found someone waiting out there. Whu is he or perhaps SHE, Cant recognise...Am i meeting her fr the frst time. Yeah, its the real truth for what I was looking for. The only truth that survives...I feel like crying with tears rolling out my eyes. I don kno where to go...but U r the one...the truth of my life....and I cant abhor u.....so open ur arms and let me enter for i need ur bond and stay amicably by ur side. A sudden aberration from a closet to a .....